Then: freshman

Hey, yeah im Andraya. I live in Vegas. I write poetry. I have a fiance....and a twin exactly the same as me in mentality. We are so completely lost...It's horrible....We must deal with these next 3 years the best we possibly can. As for my love- this is all so hard for both of us...No matter what...we'll deal with it...and get through whatever. I feel it useless to explain myself to anyone...I have all that I need. No one needs to get to know me. Its simply useless.


Now: freshman

Hey its me andraya. Life is pretty much a bitch right now. I moved to sacramento and so far I havent really found anyone thats my style. I miss my love and all of my friends- My tortilla is tuly being missed, i feel so empty once again. What can I do to repair my broken heart? I am focusing on getting good grades so that I can get a job. Once I get a job I will be able to save money- get a car... and then my life will finally start to go somewhere. Me and my love are doing fine- It's hard though, you know. I miss him so much, everything about him...His touch, his smell, even his sweet smile and beautiful eyes. God I love him so much- I will always hold a special place for him. i must go to my class. farewell to all.


Even Further Now: sophomore

I've been decieved... Was it even possible for something like this to happen? Life isn't what it used to be, but it is okay. I am doing okay with the cards I have been delt.I have felt sadness, as Have I felt happiness... I am eager to see what the future holds.

Even Further Further Now: sophomore

Ive been doing good. The sun arises every morning leaving a smile on mostly everyones face. I still talk to marie and billy and shanita- basically all my friends. If my grades are good i will be able to visit them soon. Im with this one guy named Brian. He's so amazing, im excited to see what time beholds. Im working on graduating early nad trying to figure my life out.

October, 30 2004:

Yes everything is way different since the last time. I am currently with garrett sheley (3 months). I do belive i am in love and i hope this lasts awhile. He is my pure ~serenity~

February 27, 2006:

Wow... Im still with garrett after a few breakups and we just met our year and a half mark. Its crazy how things change i guess some things will never change though. I truly believe that no matter who you end up with your first love will always be the most intense. Guys are lame sometimes and I dunno where Garrett and my relationshipis going. I guess Ill just have to wait and see. <3 oooo and im 18.